This morning I awoke with a pimple the size of Lithuania. Same shape, too. It's just below the lip, and what's weird is that I can actually feel it, like, without touching it; it has Presence, in other words. There's something epic about it. I mean, what's a perimenopausal woman doing with a monster zit? Gives me a good excuse to stay home and finish a big text piece that I've been working on since last October. I'm
so close to being done - maybe three hours, which is probably why I'm writing rather than working in my studio.
It's grueling doing these rambling texts. It's like finishing a long novel - you're dying to be done with it, but also a little sad to let it go. Same with selling a piece, which has been happening more frequently. In truth I'd rather not let any of them go, because they're like my children. But if someone offers you a good price for your child, what do you do? You sell. It's the same with selling art; breaks my heart all the way to the bank.
But these long ones are brutal. They go on + on + on, and I become pretty intimate with it. This particular passage is from the Koran, Surah 21:
Nay, we hurt the Truth against falsehood,
and it knocks out its brain, and behold!
Falsehood doth perish! Ah, woe be to you
for the false things you ascribe to Us!
...and so on. Sorta heavy, right?
Not something you'd choose to read for entertainment, and yet I've been reading it since October, over and over. I cut the letters from the book of Psalms in the Bible. It's a nice piece. Probably not something that you'd want unless you were a Muslim, but it's going to be showing in a Muslim gallery in May, so we'll see how it's received. Odd to be so entrenched in Koran-based work when I'm not a Muslim. The Koran speaks to me with a beautiful voice, but I stay on the periphery. It's not mine to either question or adopt a system of belief. I prefer to walk around the edge of the pool, admiring its water and swimmers, but I choose not to dive in and join them.
So with my self-imposed solitary confinement, I ought to finish this up tonight, and then I'll be able to move on to the next piece. In the meantime, I trust that my pimple will perish, along with all falsehood, and without the need for divine intervention.